Sick, and sick-ness

When you were not feeling so well, it sucks to look around and find out that the surrounding and you were not even familiar with each other yet. 

It sucks big time you just want to cuddle yourself and weep at night; playing the beautiful memories inside your head over and over again. 

The memories you hope to keep till the day you die. Of course when pain seems so near and keep banging on your head countless time death feels so much nearer as well. 

But no, you do not wish to die with thousands of missions to be accomplished.