A master graduate of University of Manchester

Tak boleh nak describe perasaan relief aku tahap mana. Was scared to death sejak submit dissertation on September 1st itu hari. Kerja yang patut buat 3-4bulan aku siapkan pulun dalam 2minggu sebab baru decide nak tukar tajuk sikit and so on. Memang kerja gila waktu buat tak terasa. Lepas submit terus nak nangis risau takut berlaku plagiarism sebab masa kan suntuk so tak sempat double check and so on. 

Kids, jangan buat dissertation kelam kabut camni, naya. Aku takpa, aku power keh keh (dah dapat result berani la cakap).

Am now officially a MSc graduate with Merit. Aku punyalah doa nak lulus je, how God can be so kind to us when we were so forgetful of Him. Selalu, kan? Kan?

Semester 1 dapat Distinction.

Semester 2 dapat Merit.

Dissertation dapat Merit.

Average, Merit. Grateful, really. Sebab kalau cuma ikut usaha, I haven't been a very good student. Tapi dalam tempoh tu, I tried so hard to balance things I'm capable of doing. Like taking care of the housemates, the bestfriends, the classmates and every kind people I met in Manchester. I cook a lot. I eat. I sleep a lot. I juggle too many things at once in my head. I shut down a few times when those things go rough. All in all, I survived the year and would like to live there again if I got the chance. The environment was too awesome and wonderful. 

Kalau tanya seronok atau tak duk Manchie with all those fucked up moments I had, aku akan jawab sukaaaaaa. Ada buah hati (aku gelak senyum je untung-untung dapat nasi lebih) kat kedai nasi arab Al-Taiba yang comel akan tiap-tiap hari pandang keychain Eiffel Tower yang aku kasi kat dia. Putting it next to a KLCC structure a friend gave once, katanya. Harap kalau jadi pergi convo Julai tahun depan, it and the person will still be there in the restaurant. Juga owner kedai yang berkarisma itu. Okay ni rindu nasi arab sana sebenarnya. Amat amat.

To those who have finished your bachelor's degree lepastu rasa cam liat nak kerja atau kerja liat nak jumpa korang and you happened to have not the best but just a good grade would do for you to take a next step and apply to further your study (my degree cgpa was 3.21, technical field). Perhaps bukan nak belajar sangat pun but you have the desire to finish things you started, just do it. MARA biasa opening awal Mac. Apply university senang je. Some doesn't require an IELTS pun. I used my SPM gce-o English certificate for my application. But yeah, ada syaratnya lah gred berapa lepas. Paling akan menguji sebelum fly biasanya MARA sendiri sebab well, money kan matter. 

Satu je pesan, jangan tinggal Tuhan. Like I mentioned earlier, it's not how much you do in your study je. It's how you take care of everything especially God's business. I'm 25. I'm old. The family is older. I cried in my heart setiap kali tengok ayah, umi, aunties and everyone around I care about these days. Kita tak tahu bila nafas pinjam ni akan ditarik balik. Wallahualam.

Ask me. Kalau ada masa dan peluang I'll try my best to guide you. These days baru mula bernafas untuk apply kerja bersungguh semula. Doakan aku.

Anyway, this post was supposed to be a paragraph short. I just got carried away.

Tatata.