I don't usually tell what my plans are. What I aim for. I'm afraid I would look dumb to others if I can't reach them. Especially when they know that I'm not trying enough. You know, being skeptical to my own-self. Heh.
Right now I feel empty. Empty-handed. Empty-footed. Like being naked. The public stares as if you are an alien or something. Or the fact that you felt no one take you seriously. Being invisible or something.
There are things I need to put myself in. There is thing I'm trying to make out well. There are lots of stuffs going on my mind. And all I feel is hnsf%#*. Can't even put them into words.
Oke, I'm actually lost. Where's the light?